'The loss of education is the loss of the future itself': Palestinian Children and Educators on Two Years Deprived of School.
'Our plea is for action, not compassion'.
A young student, 12, a temporary shelter
For the past two years since I was last inside a learning environment. That long since I listened to the school chime at the institution I attended, took my seat and participated actively during my preferred subject. At times I still vividly remember the familiar scents and noises: writing residue, pencil shavings, laughter echoing down the halls. But my school no longer exists; it was bombed shortly after the hostilities erupted. My learning materials incinerated, and some of my friends killed.
I was in the fifth year on the seventh of October: the concluding day I attended classes. That morning, air raid sirens blared through the passageways. Some pupils sobbed, others held hands tightly. Our teacher tried to calm us, but even her tone wavered. I remember wishing for a ordinary day; lessons, intermission, a verse presentation. Instead, that day signaled the conclusion of my former reality.
Conflict has stolen countless things. But the hardest loss of all is education, because without it, our prospects disappear.
Now I dwell alongside my guardians, two brothers and female sibling in a packed refuge in this coastal area. The temporary partitions flap in the wind, providing no climate control. We wait in line for sustenance and drinks. Power is imaginary and privacy doesn’t exist. Aspiration appears brittle.
At evening, I gaze toward the celestial bodies through the holes of my shelter and question if my companions see the comparable vista. Some message me when they are able, saying they miss school and have preserved their former exercise books; like valuables from a bygone era. I feel remorseful because I’ve forfeited all of mine.
I once envisioned becoming a teacher to assist Gaza’s children learn, even when life was hard. Now I dream of being a journalist – to draft, to talk and to demonstrate the world what it signifies to be a child in the Strip. I want to narrate our accounts of fear and hunger, but also fortitude. Because even in this place, amid fatality and debris, our voices refuse to be silent.
When online access exists, I endeavor to educate myself digitally. On other occasions, I visit a small tent where volunteers teach us math and Arabic. The lessons are short – the energy supply stops or the bombing resumes but in those moments, I experience vitality. I recollect who I was: the young woman who cherished arithmetic and verse, who believed learning could change the world.
Conflict has claimed innumerable things; our residences, learning centers and kin. I grieved for my family member, his wife, and their children. I lost my beloved urban area, Rafah, which is merely debris now. But the toughest sacrifice of all is learning, because without it, our prospects disappear.
To the international community, I state this: keep our hopes alive. We seek no sympathy, we require steps. The youth are entitled to literature, educational facilities and safety. Learning is not a luxury, it is a essential privilege. This region is not just ruins; it is youth who continue to aspire beneath the drones at evening. It is my narrative and I will persist in composing, even if my only possessions is a broken pencil and a scrap of damaged material.
'Pupils inquire: "Are you alright, educator?"'.
Naglaa Weshah, 40, instructor in a refugee camp
I have been teaching in Gaza for over ten years. First in Khan Younis, then in Deir al-Balah, and currently in this refugee settlement in the middle of the territory. Prior to hostilities, I used to teach six classes of about fourty pupils per class, hundreds of eager students eager to learn.
Educating them was my mission and happiness in reality, and I still remember the sparkle in a student’s eyes when a concept was understood; the sort of occasion every teacher cherishes.
I always believed education should be full of life. My teaching space was a area of play, art, and motion. We painted maps, performed past occurrences, and turned lessons into stories.
Joy always permeated the space as inquisitiveness substituted apprehension. Certainly, even in earlier times, children in Gaza were always frightened. My teaching space was a place of safety but after that day, all was altered.
My school became a safe haven for families fleeing the aerial attacks. Not long later, it was targeted and entirely ruined. There are almost no learning institutions still erect in Gaza now. For 24 months, nothing has been normal. The conflict has broken every aspect of our reality: security, dwellings, educational centers, dreams. Fear and grief are constant companions.
Many of my students are now dead – children who mentioned dreaming of doctors, artists, and teachers. They were denied even the privilege of living. Those who remain live with starvation, displacement and fatigue – and however, they still maintain the will to learn.
Sometimes, when the internet enables, I get in touch with a small number of them. They message inquiring: “Are you OK, instructor?” We exchange short messages, short lessons, small glimmers of connection amid the turmoil. They question if things will ever return to usual. I inform them I have no answer.
Throughout this territory, educators, aid workers and organizations try to teach wherever possible: in tents, damaged classrooms, or congested safe zones. Education has become an act of defiance, a way to express: “We persist.” And so long as we persist in education, we will persist.
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